My stress meter is through the roof and I seriously think I'm going to snap! I don't know how other people can do it. I don't remember working full time and being a mum being this stressful before. I was just informed by the school board that I still might be bumped out of my position that I was just assigned. With my partner on nights, I feel like a single parent of three active boys. The pigs have broken out of their pen three times today. The kids are at each others' throats. We're keeping their dad awake with arguing and pig chasing. The house is upside down. The baby is anxiety mode and doesn't want me out of his sight or put down for two seconds. I just want a ten minute shower. And a housekeeper. Rant over. Oh yeah, and financial security.