Yorkies Thread

Morning Fleas.
Sorry about the tickets.

I'm just feeling sorry for myself yorkie.
I'll shake it off.

do something fun for yourself Jersey,what happened that made you feel bad today?

Morning Everyone. Chin up Jersey!!

Morning Kewl

Really nothing happened.
I just don't want to leave my dogs and go to work and I know that is ridiculous.
I go in the morning.

I know it's irrational and I sound foolish.
I'll get over it in time. (hopefully)

Morning kewl.

It's okay Jersey, you will get used to it in time. I know you don't want to hear this but it will be good for you and they need to be able to deal with you not always being there. The shifts are only a few hours right? Trust me, it will all work out in the end. Think independance for you and the puppies.

How many days a week do you work? are they 8 hour shifts? Is your job close enough you could run home and check on them at lunch time?

Thanks Kewl.

It is only 4 hours in the morning and I'll be home by noon.
Then I go back at 4pm until 6pm.
Home in time for mine to eat at their normal dinner time.

Saturday is only 3 hours in the morning and two in the evening.

Sunday is the morning only.
After that I guess she tells me if she wants me to stay on or not.

I'm on the fence about it all.


I know it will be fine once I get into it.

Kewl is right Jersey,it will be good for you and for the puppies,money in your pocket to do what you need to do

You will need all that extra cash for the group meeting at yourkeys!

I'm going to need a group meeting if I don't get a hold of myself soon.
I have no idea why I feel so sad.

It's a job and I feel like I'm going to the electric chair or something in the morning.
Maybe I'm just scared.
I don't want to go.
I know I'm nuts.
I'm just having a bit of a panic attack I think.

Is it sad or is it nervous about a new adventure,I like to think of all of my new things I do as an adventure,it isn't about failing or anything else,it is about making the journey and I know you can do it

You will be fine Jers. If you aren't, feel free to blame me.

Thanks fleas.

I think I just panicked this afternoon.
I good cry helped a bit.

I wanted to try and stay home and make some money but nothing I tried really took off.

I worked in a boarding kennel before and all the memories came flooding back this afternoon.
This place seems like a better set up but I have no idea why these places take aggressive dogs.
I think I scared myself this afternoon.

I didn't think they took agressive dogs Jersey,if they do I would be scared too.

Did you ask them about that?

They have it set up so you don't have to touch the aggressive dogs.
I open a door with a pulley system and those dogs go out alone.
Then you go in the kennel and clean it and put down food and water, while the dog is "locked" out in the little run part.

I just got scared thinking too much.
Like what if the person before me didn't secure the kennel door.

I can only go and try.
If I feel like I did all day today I won't last long.
(I'm not trying to be negative, I swear it, the feelings just overwhelmed me today)

It's okay Jersey,I understand why you would have some fear. All you can do is try it and maybe it will be really good and you will come back and tell us you had a great day at work

It was just a strange day.
Heather, that lady I told you about that buys my beach glass, she came out this morning.

The glass starts off like this.



Heather bought some and than gave me a pretty bag of this...



She makes Angels out of it.
She gave me the angel and said she made it for me because she thought I was a little angel.

She made one for my mom since my mom gave me the glass to sell to pay down the vet bill from Jinx.

Heather also made me a necklace out of my favorite color blue.



There were also these in the little gift box.
Two more pendants made out of "my" glass and the beach pottery.
You change the pendants when you want a different one.



All of this started me feeling so sad and I'm not sure why.

those are pretty Jersey,but I really like the blue one the best

Wow, those are soo pretty. Do you know what Heather charges and will she ship items? I would really like an angel and some necklaces. Does she have a website or something?

Kewl,

She puts her love into her stuff like you do.

You can feel it.
(I have feely issues- I gravitate towards it)



Heather is a nice gal and I'm sure she would ship if you wanted.
She gave me a hug today-lol
She asked if she could.
She seemed to know I was messed in my head.
One of my chickens died today.

Death is hard.
I am thinking about rott and I feel so sad about a chicken.
I want to curl up in a bed with rott and watch a stupid movie that takes some hurt away.

Who's up for a big bed with lots of blankies and silly movies that just makes all the bad go away for just two hours or so.
Can we do that?

consider me there Jersey,I think it would feel wonderful

Love you yorkie.

I'm a blanket thief.
You might want to grab an extra for you and kewl and rott and all of us.
Or we can get one huge one and snug in.